truth, dare, kiss or promise!

ive longed to say this.

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 11:09:04 GMT

you rock.

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 08:19:15 GMT

i get vereeee Bored

when he sleeps
when he goes gaming

oh so annoying yet muchh love

pictures will be up when im back
gazillion of pictures from
attachment to hari raya to genting

cant blame me for being lazy
cause the pictures are mostly 2MB
and it takes so long to load =P

ehh, SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
takecare.

it does gets better in time.

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 16:08:00 GMT

my life is near perfect
vereee contented and complete

i love attachment
i love my awesome friends
i love my fafafamily
i love myself

heyy, kien yoong has a friendster
fwahaha, hes darn cute
snooooow cap! (:

can i say someth
i lost my ezlink for the second time
so this is my third ezlink; 118 bucks poorer

wanna know where i lost it?
it was flushed down the toilet bowl in CGH
congrats elyy, wayyyy to go.

i miss shiela and dynna
and especially, sulizaaaaaa
xxoo

and as i said,
i love my life.

satu, dua.

Thu, 18 Sep 2008 17:20:42 GMT

2 patients said im veree prettay =P
& 1 other patient shouted she loves me alot
*blushes

contacts for a change
pre empting that spectacles gonna get stuck in BO
sureeee, diapers got the best out of me

ms suhanah persuading me into sponsorship
seeing and knowing my GPA is 3.8
dr phang thinks so too, shucks
but i dont think im gonna take it

fantasizing about hair moouse in the toolbox
and havoc-ing with Julie Scary
Maisarah for a change and shes awesome
& Sotong for a partner, nobody likes her

i like afternoon shift cause i like the night
nothing beats seeing THAT on-call doctor
but everyone thinks doctor brian is better

dehydrated for the day
cause i refused to get a wink of sleep
he caught me off guard and we hang on the phone
confessions between us; promises of the future
and we ended at 4+am cause its time to go to work
im in denial, but i know i like fahmy.

dynna for tomorrow, xxoo

i'd be childish for once.

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 13:30:29 GMT

IM VEREEEEEEEEEEEE DISTURBED!

NOT because theres people liking him
but the thought of the fragility of a friendship
which can tear any moment now

and the cause of it all?
love or whats it called, crush

now i raise my white flag
truth to be told, I SURRENDERED.
yes, long ago. happy now?

if you have a problem, deal with me
stop implicating my good MALAY friends
theyre nice people, what makes them bad?
its just that we're loud. why cant he mix with them
if you have a problem, plsz im begging you

deal with me only.

and girl,
youve hurt me like the thought of eating broken mirrors
just so you know, i was almost there and i gave up
cause people like you talk through your hat
spare a thought for people. at least me can?
in any case, im vereeeeeeeeeeeee sorry
sorry for liking him. i really had enough

i was near oblivious babe, till i read your blog
apple crumbles.

and edwin, dont worry
i promise i'll be happy after this post.

with lovelovelove.

Wed, 10 Sep 2008 18:21:42 GMT

i want a son like this.
though he has a lil bit of snoopy feature

ive changed my number with effect from
11 SEPTEMBER 2008

hope you guys are alive and kicking(:
i miss my one and only P04 plsz
but holidays are better off

ummmmmm,
happy holidays; happy attachment
goodnight(:

biohazard.

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 18:08:55 GMT

ive decided to post here but rarely
my daily life would be on the oth account
cause i really dont want people to know anyth

when it comes to things about him, it just tastes like vinegar
for you to say everyth was easy i guess
and it wouldnt make any difference if im gone

& yes juncheng, i know youre trying to work things out between us
but maybe im just not game for this, maybe not now
sometimes when reality comes into play,
actions speak louder than words

& to those who wants to hurt me
you guys dont have to try any harder and crack your brains
cause thats just shows how scared/immature you guys are
thanks for hitting at my weakest point, thanks alot

cause imma say this once and for all
I GAVE UP, TOTALLY!
yes you saw it right, go bask in utmost glory

but i'll still regard you guys as my friends
cause deep within each and every soul, we're nice people
love is selfish. i understand, i dont blame anyone(:
this phrase just stumbled upon my mind

if you're lucky,
i mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet,
the person you love decides to love you back.
- James Lafferty as Nathan Scott (OTH)

enough of this cause im getting drained every second
on a lighter note, id sum up my life

1) ive made new friends

2) i fell for hazimah's school uniform

3) puisar is a nice friend

4) im addicted to TEDTalks videos

5) & im still smiling

till next time people!
elyy loves y'all (:

youre part of my indefinately.

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 13:09:14 GMT

my heart is breaking
im moving to a new eljayy
just so you know, i love you so.

stay happy everyone!
love, elyy (:

say i do.

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 01:56:42 GMT

i'll be the queen of your heart

do you ever think when you're all alone
all that we can be, where this can go

am I crazy or falling in love
is it really just another crush

do you catch a breath when I look at you
are you holding back like the way I do
cause I try and try to walk away
but I know this crush ain't going away

a feeling like no other.

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 01:26:35 GMT

i think i wanna private my blog
cause for some reason i feel like disappearing

yday was the awesome-esstestest day ever
its funny-elyy-tickling-my-fats day(:

im ackkcited for today =D
id be going out with babe wenqi
i asked her to meet around 1 cause im going running, she said
' you from sec school till now keep saying u obese -.- '
hahaha. maybe im not, i FEEL like one

im enlightened by mariah carey's song, hero and byebye
i feel like God is talking to me through those songs
like when i ranted about my previous post on jealousy
suddenly these lines stand out to me,
"you can find love if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear"
shes the best aside from the awesome kelly clarkson :D

well, take life as it is baybehh
whats meant to be yours will be

i know i always contradict myself
once happy, then sad, then pissed then happy
but heyy, i can be upset but id get over it, its just a matter of time
theres no use supressing my feelings
theres more to life than it is, right cheng cheng? (:

i feel muchh happier reading danial's blog
someone is thinking of me somewhere, hahaha
i just hope exboyf will wake up,
holidays arent holidays without him ):

im waiting for the attachment
cause it will be me and my galfriend, JULIE WULUNDARI (:

tomorrow off to DXO to partayyy, yayyy
ohh, horny puisar is really horny at night
yday i got a heart attack replying her msges till 2am!

my toilet is done, i swear i can sleep there
so comfortable with music banging =D
sorry for the limited pictures, im lazy

have a good day ahead! xxoo

its all about us.

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 12:38:02 GMT

as promised, im back with the photos
since the start of mugging days till today
millions and trillions of photos :D
(sorry if youre bored of my face, thats just too bad)

IM THE HAPPIEST GAL ON EARTH! :D
exams are over over over and im soooooo relieved
i think the hardest was microbiology
hoping for a B on that paper. the rest, Allahamdulilah(:

went out with galfs to townn today. im so happy
i was 'woohoo'-ing all the wayy there, only ME
the rest was having the blank face

loved the bus rides and zimah's manequin syndrome
HARDCORE LAUGHING that i developed abs
was reeeeeeeeeeeeally so hilarious

lost my ezlink halfway, gossh
scatterbrain scatterhead, was upset

BUT I WASNT REALLY FRUSTRATED
TILL THE CARD REPLACEMENT OFFICER CAME INTO THE PICTURE
i swear tmr id be lodging a complain, by hook or by crook

if you wanna give the fcuking attitude towards your work,
you can just stop working and sit at home
if youre that tired of entertaining people who lost their cards,
you can just bloody get a job elsewhere
if youre that sick of seeing people like ME who knows nuts about things,
i suggest this isnt the job for you and learn what patience is
if youre gonna talk to people the way you talk to me,
i suggest you attend my CNP modules

youve made me looked like a moronic babarian
running from downtown east to the interchange to the mrt and back again
& the end result: YOU REFUSED TO DO IT AND DEMAND AN IC

in the bloody first place,
you should have just told me all the thing that i needed
and not wasting my time there looking like a clown
ive my limits, please buzz off from my eyes tmr
its very very very muchh appreciated.

STILL, im excited for the F1 race thingy,
i hope im not disqualified :D

THE MUGGING DAYS! <3

TODAY AND FOREVER MORE <3

OUT OF RANDOMNESS =P

i realised ive loads of doctors appointment ):

my fugly passport face for new ezlink

immunizing.

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 10:24:37 GMT

i know sorries, just wouldnt it
but its like moving mountains

its been a looooong time since i recalled myself blogging

maybe its due to the exam stress im experiencing
which led to 2 red friends in a month
goossshh, compensation of blood loss
decreasing in blood pressure, AAP :D

maybe its because of me being all upset recently
over things happening around me ):

maybe im just PMS-ing

call me jealous or whatt. i admit i am
but heyy, i TRIED to be understanding
but somehow, no matter what or how or when,
my porkdamn heart just couldnt take it
i guess thats how life is baybehh

it sucks to have unreciprocated love
the feeling of the solemn evening sky

but whenever i talk to dynna, i feel like im the most precious thing on earth
and when i talk to porcupine, i feel like the happiest gal on earth
and when i talk to hazimah, i feel like the awesomest galf ever
and when i talk to yeecheng, i feel like im forever in save hands
and when i talk to ridzuan, i feel like im loved muchh

so why that emptiness in me?
i dont know. its just him

take studies aside, cause i just need to rant

so what if i have money
so what if i have good results
so what if i have awesome friends
so what if i have a damn happy family
so what if i have everyth one could ever ask for

im born with such sensitiveness which i myself hate
going on to maslow hierarchy self esteem needs
hahh, exam is reeeeeeally kicking my butt off

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
do you know you're unlike any other
your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
i don't wanna ever love another
you'll always be my thunder

please catch me if i fall
i need your heart tonight

hello party people.

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 10:48:49 GMT

FON was bleah, i screwed up on MCQs
there goes my A+ *screams

ive been abusing my phone
cause i wanna break my lil sis record
a nice bill of $180, hehehe

been crashing at TP library to study
2 days ago, yesterday and today
more time spent with darling dynna
and khai and easterners :D

i hate/ loathe/ detest chain messages and letters
if i were to count how many ive gotten,
i would be a billionaire by now
or filled with bad rotten mcnugget luck
which is kinda contradicting

cause my life now is just simply too awesome

oh yeahh,
I WILL LOSE WEIGHT TREMENDOUSLY
yes, and thats my promise to you people
see me next semester, higher self esteem
HAHAHAHA

for now, binge eating would do
cause im too caught up with exam stress

tomorrow will be crashing in RP
cause ive got too much dose of NP and TP people
pictures of mugging will be up right after exams

for now, lets fill life with colourful colours
they make my world so bright :D

IMY, satu dua.

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 17:59:45 GMT

outside, im shying away
inside, im dying to say

~~I LOVE YOU~~
i really reeeeeeeeally like you.

ps, i love you.

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 13:55:52 GMT

i finally realized who are my true friends

have been thinking lately
yes, i know im supposed to be studying
but sometimes when youre about to sleep,
youd just wonder and reflect about your life isnt it

so ANYWAY, my defination of true friend

true friends are people who knows you inside out upside down
theyre a good listener and hopefully, a good advisor
and obviously, have a shoulder for you to lean on 24/7
they are mind readers, knowing what youre thinking
even in times when you say 'its okay. im fine', they'll know youre not

true friends share everyth with you even when its honetly-kinda talk
they never lie nor give you problems
instead, they make your day so bright and you just feel like smiling
they would sacrifice their time and boys just to be with you(:

honestly, being there physically doesnt make us a better friend

& when it comes to this topic, 6 people just came to my mind
SULIZA, DYNNA, KHAI, YEE CHENG, RIDZUAN and ultimately, FARIS!
they make my days so bright, like pockets full of sunshine
ohh, not forgetting HIM definately, hes too awesome [biaselah tu] (:

and suliza, youre the reason why i look forward to school
honestly. xxoo

studied AAP today. i swear, i understood everyth
im feeling vereeeeeeeeeee accomplished :D :D
studying FON [again] at 12 midnight. peace!

with lovelovelove.

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 07:24:43 GMT

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

yday marks the end of NDP'08
and it was the most awesome day i ever had

i met more new friends, the army guys
people like danial, ridwan, syahril, khairul and zulhelmi
i suddenly think they are muchh better than *fillintheblanks*
:D :D :D

so i was at the VIP gate when danial's friend asked for my number
heyy like finally i dared to say NO with confidence
hahaha, his name is azreen, a policeman
nahh i dont like policemen alr, sorry

so i met my favourite boy, FARHAN
i swear hes so damn enthu and bonkers about it
fetched hanis with my donald duck raincoat
ran all the way to marina square -.-

school's off till thursday *dances
and friday is the start of the exam
but i cant wait for attachment

i like today's weather
it makes me a happier girl! (:

here's the pictures from NE1 till NDP :D
others will be uploaded soon, concourse rocks! <3

if i was invisible.

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 04:53:30 GMT

im soooooo looking forward to tmr
cause FARHAN is going :D
so it will be my 2 sisters, hanis and farhan!
thanks shiela, suliza and hazimah for the tickets
YAYY! *dances :D

im dead duck tired today
cause i stayed up talking to farhan
and his 'interview', hahaha

was late for school, overslept in the MRT
i woke up hearing 'chinese garden'
the uncle beside me laugh la knowing i overslept
cause i was wearing ngee ann poly tee
gahhh stupidcupidchokehold

tomorrow tomorrow
wheres my tomorrow
:D :D :D

cause i like the way we feel.

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 16:04:47 GMT

IM DONE WITH ALL MY QUIZZES
i swear its taking my damn bloody precious time
i can sleep y'knw, i rather do written test

im very very happy today and my mind's at ease
i did well for both NSL and AAP prac test *dances
but major exams are coming
bbqporkporkpork

yashinee commented about my uniform
since im that lazy to bring home clothes to school
i decided to wear the nursing uniform all the way
but i changed my shoes and was using a crumpler

she said:
elyy you dont look like a nurse at all.
like a typical dress that suits you very much
but seriously, i dont think people notice youre wearing a nurse uniform

amazing, isnt it? haha :P

had a good laugh on katak with my bestbudds
was damn bloody funny which tickles the funny bone muchh
shiela said my expression was priceless when we met him
nightmare before hari raya puasa sakk
but all is well, im cool (8

went to TP after school
hang aroung with khai when i know theres test tmr
hahahah, left at 9.30pm :D i love her muchh
now her phone is flooded with my pictures
bumped into shi ning, othneil and aaron
was soooooo funny. i miss them manymany!

anyhooooo, im searching for an NDP ticket
both sisters are going and so is hanis! :D
butbutbut, i want farhan to come oh-so-badly also
i can introduce him to susu and shishi
cowok ya? (:

sugadreams!
enjoy the pictures, lollies

i love suliza, xxoo

banana in pyjamas.

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 02:35:00 GMT

ms-suhanah-look-alike was my invigilator
she said i did awesomely well
so did shiela :D

im ackkcittedd

we're like stars
hello earthlings(:

aint nobody.

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 17:38:24 GMT

dear readers, drool some more? slap you.

moshi moshi....onamae wa?. says:
walaupun kite tk selalu jumpe..namun tetap dekat di hati..wakakkaka

elyy [elyia] ; like a star(: says:
haha ape2 je la dia ni

moshi moshi....onamae wa?. says:
ok i think i sleep now. nyt2....c u around..don miss me k..but if u still miss me jus gv me a beep..hahaha

sexy can i.

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 16:07:18 GMT

im addicted to forever by chris brown
aunties and uncles hate me to the core
cause my music is loud and deafening
whats more, early in the morning :P

mom keeps eavesdropping cause
conversation with ridzuan seems endless
i think she likes him, bleahh

puipui gave me a heart attack today
horny gal yet i cant blame her
im reeeeaally scared to go KL now
& im not affected by what she said la
im used to people liking him alr

deena gave my number to 2 policemen
WITHOUT MY BLOODEHH PERMISSION
pissed off yet not, i dont like

and darling shiela is upset
oh mann, im guilty to the maxzsxsxzzz
but afterall, i cant hide anyth from her
cause shes the best damn thing

IMM-ed yday with hanis, was awesomely funny
popcorn machine producing white popcorns
he turned hot all of sudden, his hair is loved
and lil cousin, aiman, is fcukcute!

i miss FARIS DANIAL BIN ROSLEEEEEEEE
adrenaline rush, LOL

i cut~~ted~~ my fringe
now fatter than everrrr, forever ever ever
*sings

sugadreams(:

its a lime green tree.

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 15:57:58 GMT

heyy,
happy nurses day people :D
happy green apples :D

i kept bumping into aman these days
and he gave me chocolatesssss
i cannt eat luhh, walao

& today is weird, maybe im just tired
as you know, id get EASILY irritated when im tired
so kudos to those that got scolded
im sorry. bad timing, thats it

im still fretting over the HS idol
i think adora should have at least won a place
dont you guys think the 2nd runner up is abit too..
well, thats just my opinion :p

fell asleep somehow and was woken up by shiela
she said someth like 'wake ely up. khairul performing!'
haha immediately i went, 'uhh?'
AND HE WAS DANCING BAPOK DANCE, OMGOSH

went home with hamizah
shes soooooooo awesome caaaaaaan!
i talked to her about almost everyth
on the bus and in the mrt and to be continued
i miss her manymany and now shes back :D
many secrets to share with her *winks

cause as you know
SHIELA BUBBLED ME A LONG TIME AGO
hahaha okay im just kidding
im fine, really :D

puisar and zimah decided to be angels
and theyre going to KL with me :DD
that puipui sleeping with me, zoombafooo
hopefully, asyraf can drop by in KL
shall call him when im there

im contemplating to join HS idol next year
that is, if i have the courage
maybe susu and me can team up
okay maybe not. we'd bring DISASTER

i dont like the way youre treating me
youre too nice, im scared

peace, beeeeee <3

i wish upon the stars.

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 16:09:28 GMT

true friends will be there for you forever
as for love, it kept you thinking all night long

when having dinner with my parents, dad said:

no matter what, studies comes first
why do we work so hard to give y'all education
its because we want you all to get a proper job
a job with a good pay. relationship can come later
dont make it a need or a want. it will come naturally
its not that i dont allow boy-girl relationship,
i just dont want y'all to get distracted in your studies
just think about it, if ever your husband leave or die one day
at least you wont stumble and fall into financial difficulties
you have money to support yourself and your children
its the truth, thats how cruel life can get
just dont think it can never happen

after that amazing 'lecture',
i think studies is my main goal for now
believe me, its up to you

yes i really really reeeeeeeeeeeally like someone right now
but heyy, prolly what daddy said is true
love will grow or come naturally, and unexpectedly
if hes meant to be yours, he will

and its funny how people fight for a gal/guy
having a rival, being jealous or whatnot
distracting every minute and every second of your life
breaking up friendship over his/her significant other
to come and think of it, its kinda stupid
pardon my language but its true
love is that selfish

but believe in karma
cause what goes around comes around
what goes up must come down

its only a matter of time when you realise how foolish you were
your actions which led to unforeseen circumstances

call me a naggy granny but really
everyth and anyth that can happen, will happen

im not saying that relationship is a nono
cause i know of some couples success story
having each other as their motivation and pillar of strength
doing well academically and emotionally
imma smile cause i deserve to(:

& its okay to be naughty at times
HEYY WE ARE HUMANS AFTERALL
as long as you stick to your values and morales
as long as studies dont affect you
as long as it wont bring your emotional status down
why not open your heart for him/her?

you cant stop yourself from falling in love

but most importanly,
respect your other friends;
the people around you

prioritise the utmost importance
take one step at a time.

I LOVE THEM OH-SO-MUCHH, xxoo

neighbour next door, P03

again

and again

sian seeing them alr right?

now, introducing the AWESOME P04 <3

the girls of T02 <3

the guys of T02 + the spirit of ritchie :D

goodnight! (:

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 08:50:42 GMT

let's commit the perfect crime;
i'll steal your heart and you'll steal mine ♥

cause theres nothing i cant do.

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 13:25:03 GMT

emptypromises;
brokensecretwell

how cruel can life get
cause im not upset nor angry
just disappointed.